I love you very much though :(
but in the end im hurt again .
why cant ue just be nyce to be .
be faithful lyke how i am towards ue ?
now everything has end .
there's no more us.
there's no more ue in my lyfe :(
when i was with ue.
yes , for the first few months i believe that we would last.
i believe that ue are not the same lyke my ex.
but that was rubbish.
utterly rubbish.
ue broke my heart.
countless tymes.
for about 18 months im with ue.
would other girls stay faithful to a playboy ?
lyke how i do ?
but ue didnt think about me at all.
ue were having a good tyme going around with girls :(
maybe you are not my fate.
but why god made me fall for ue so deeply ?
seriously , i still do love ue.
but i take the decision to leave ue.
to erase ue from my lyfe.
i had enough.
i dont want to be hurt anymore.
in love , ue do not nyd to be love back.
as long as ue truly love hym.
god will help ue.
im so fucking upset.
ue choose a prostitute over me.
its okay.
but do ue know im actually forcing myself to go wild ?
cause when im good.
decent.
everything that i do.
reminds me of ue.
only the wildest things ever can make me forget ue.
cause i never done it with ue before.
that will help me erase ue from my mind.
Thanks for everything.
there's no more 19O6O9 . ♥
I love you , bbyboy ! 5:38 pm