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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

:(
it's alr 48 FULL hours ..
there's still no msg or cl from him ..
does he know that i have been missing him like hell ?
he does not even msg me 'bby , i miss ue soo much'

like he usually does..

He do not need me in his life anymore :(
i love him soo much..
just hope that on the 18 night he will remember it..
i should prepare myself ealier.
i'm not prepare and still he's giving me hint..
bby..

i need ue soo much..
i don't want to lose ue..
once is enough..
i can't sleep without ur gd nyte ks..
i can't eat without ur msg on my phone..
bby..

i know we need time..
that is why i am trying very hard not to disturb ur time..
i guess ue are having a lot of fun in ur workplace..
ue won't remember me..
maybe ue won't have feelings for me anymore !!
ugh..
i need to stop.

i cry through typing all this bby..
do ue know that ?
do ue know i love ue although i know ue won't msg b4 i do..
i still can't stop staring on my phone..
i know ue can say this 'stare all ue want , i won't msg ue or even cl ue'..

bby..
what have i done to deserve this ?
enough lah..
i almost got molested by my ex few days ago :(
i was alone in the dark..
but all i think was ue..
i managed to run..
although he managed to hurt me..

bby..
i have alr received a punishment..
what's more ue want me to have ?
after i got rape then ue will come to me..
maybe ue will ask for break..
not wanting to know how i am doing..

it's better that i stop now..
everything i wrote is just a waste :(
i know , I KNOW..
ue..
won't..
care..

I love you , bbyboy ! 12:19 am

Aini :)
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