
I thought everything was okay..
i thought everything was back to before..
i thought it will end here..
i thought i would have some peace..
i thought i would end my suffering there..
i thought ue know how i feels..
i thought ue know that ue are the one who make me
in this state..
it was all my thoughts..
it was never true..
everything was still rocky..
it was never peace enough for me..
my suffering won't end..
i don't know what i should do..
i don't know what makes ue think i have another guy
in my life..
i don't know what makes ue think
i change..
i'm tired..
do whatever ue want ..
if this how ue want it to be.
if this is the way ue want to treat me..
then be it..
i am never the best for ue..
i know that..
don't ue know how much i love ue until now ?
when all this shitty things will end ?
when can i have ue ?
the andy who use to love me soo much ?
when syg..
i love ue no matter what happens..
I love you , bbyboy ! 12:29 am